Any real WOMEN in TX?

My last relationship with someone my age was almost 2 years ago. I was the worst relationship I had ever had. After her I told myself to stop being scared to go for women older than me and just give it a try. Well two years later, I still have no one and every WOMAN, not girl I went for made me feel more stupid than I have ever felt, one even told me she was discusted that someone my age would even make a pass at her and asked if I had been molested or sexually abused as a child. I have never been abused or molested, I am just mature for my age and find women who know what they want and women who are as affectionate as me are very sexy. Its not my fault that women with these qualities are much older than me. It was in a bar and more than just me heard this insult. I dont think it was her that was so mean it was the alchohol, so I let it go. The internet seems to be the only thing that supports my feelings, and after being alone for the last two years, hasnt helped any. I am hoping this site will give me some hope. Maybe someone can give me some advice. I am going on two years with no sex, I dont know how much longer I can hold out. Please if you can help please reply, or email me at Trudank420@aol.com. I hope it isnt my looks, I will send you a pic if you want.