missing the boys

Hello everyone.

I am really missing the boys today. I know it has only been 2 weeks since my breakup with G, but I am missing his kids something terrible. I am missing G a lot too, but that's a different story. I am also feeling pretty bad about just leaving with no explanation (to the kids). I am wondering what they are thinking; how is this affecting them (if at all)? I wasn't a part of their everyday life, but I saw them on a regular basis every weekend and often even more. I don't want to see G, but I want to be fair to the kids and (selfishly) I want to see them. This sucks . . . no visitation rights for the girlfriend. :(

Kids have personalities all their own, and some are great! I'm sorry you're missing them, I really don't know what to tell you. I think about D's son. I wonder how he's doing, if he's getting better at being a young man - or just human for that matter. He's had a rough life...I hope he grows out of this 'phase'. I don't know if I'd want visitation rights...but then again if he was a sweet kid, maybe I would. I think the best thing you can do is keep them in your thoughts and prayers and hope that they are doing well.

I used to email D's son. Just to say hello and see how things were goin'. It was hard, so I stopped after a while. He'd call me every now and again for advice the he couldn't ask his dad.