LovinTim
09-09-2004, 05:45 PM
Sorry I haven't been around much..I didn't have much internet access this past summer, and I'm now settled in on campus in my dorm. For those of you who don't know my situation I am 19 and my OM is 44. I had written before about jealousy and trust issues, and yes, they are still there, but not as bad. Not for me, but for my OM. He still doesn't understand why I would want someone so much older than me, and that I could find a much "younger, cuter, richer" guy. And finding out that I am living on a floor with a bunch of guys this year didn't help that at all. He's learned to deal with it, but there are always those little comments he says. It doesn't really bother me as much anymore, I've gotten used to it, because he has constantly told me how insecure he is, and I have tried everything to prove to him that I don't want anyone else, so there isn't much else I can really do. Otherwise we are doing great and I love him more than ever. Things are just hard right now because of school and everything. Anways, I'm not really looking for any advice or anything, just wanted to post an update..it's been a very long time since I've posted. My family just moved back here (VA) from Germany, and my mom will be leaving for Kuwait in a couple of weeks, where she will be staying for a year. Another thing that is stressful because I have a 9 year old sister who will be having to deal without her mom, and I feel as if I will have to take her roll while she's gone. I'm also worried about my mom being over there. But hopefully things will be okay. Thanks for reading if you took the time to. I will try to come around a little more often than I have been. :)
Jennifer
Jennifer