freakin big-time!

just a bit of a recap

definately not bad sign

i was chatting with her over IM this morning, and (as i may have mentioned) it's her turn to plan our outing this weekend. She mentioned being alittle low on cash and that mabye we could go for a walk in a park or something along those lines . . . doing the picnic thing

i'm sure you can all see me beaming where ever you are =D


ok, she just PMed me about tomorrow, weather looks like it'll be alright, so it was just a confirmation e-mail. And now i'm freakin big time!

ok, not really freakin, but i've got that whole "make or break" sensation about tomorrow. I know i should be calm, after all she suggested going out of town for a picnic lunch in the park, not me. she's taken the initiative . . . or am i reading this all wrong?

A foolproof magic 8 ball would be nice right about now :D

i guess i'm not looking for feedback, i'm just venting *sigh*

i had a great feeling about her suggestion when she made it on thursday, so why am I not so sure anymore?

so much doubt . . . but, as babes says, "if it were easy, everyone would be doing it" . . . ok, mabye i'm taking it out of context, but she's worth it . . . :D

and by she, i mean my OW, not babes . . . =D

Originally posted by sally
...why is it ultimately going one way or the other?
...relax
...breathe!

..consider your outing tomorrow another page in this chapter and don't put such pressure on yourself!:p

yes . . . in . . . out . . . in . . . . out . . . .

much better ;)

you're right, of course, but i have the feeling that if something's going to happen between us tomorrow will be the day i find out :D

i'm just full of nervous energy, if i don't get it taken care of, it'll keep me up all night lol

Could be beneficial to you! Teeheee... :D

I so remember that feeling... almost like it was yesterday! LOL. But, you know what? ENJOY IT. It's alright to be nervous. Honest, it is!

Just be yourself, even your nervous self. It's terribly endearing. Especially if she's nervous, too. It should make for a very funny and enjoyable picnic.

Have a LOT of fun.
~phosphorescent

OMG sally, thank you so much :D

phos . . . yeah, i'm just worried about sleeping tonight lol

nervous energy is fine for tomorrow, just no good for sleeping lol

... one of my mates (a girl) suggested packing an overnight bag :D i'm glad she took my worry seriously lol

yes, i'm sure i'll be fine, i just wanted to vent alittle =)