All good things must come to an end...

Goodbye all great to have spent time on this site but i must take my leave...would just be a bit odd coming back to this site and seeing Tracy...me and her broke up tonight guess for the best...but i just wanted to tell you all thank you wish you all the best of luck have a great life and keep giving that helpful input people come from all around to see :D yall have been great....Tracy i wish you the best of luck....be happy stay safe and enjoy life... i hope no i pray you can find that person you want to spend the rest of your life with...i hope you do find that person and i hope you the best in life i wish your children nothing but happiness....same to all of you...take care enjoy your self....


Later all


Lewis :D :cool:

Oh no, Lewis, that's so sad......Tracy seems like such a nice person and is very loved by people here........

I'm so shocked you have broken up.

I mainly lurk here but I feel like I know everyone as much as you can know someone online.

Good luck with your future, Lewis, I wish you all the best.


Velveteyes

I am sorry to hear that it did not work out for you. Breakups are SO hard. Please take good care of yourself.

Im sorry Lewis, you sound like your hurting a lot over this, and I imagine Tracy is too.......... HUGS FOR YOU BOTH
Is there nothing that can be done to work out the issues or problems that have caused one or both of you to feel you must end things?
Maybe we can all help in some way ( she said, itching to put on her NURSE FIXIT hat) LOL
I know sometimes things are just not fixable though, and its best to end things but its never easy for anyone and my heart goes out to you and to Tracy.I sincerely hopes that you will both find happiness again, together.. or apart.

Location: In heaven listening to the dream of my heart my goddess my angel my love my soul mate Tracy :)


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:( How sad Lewis. I read your location and I wonder how it is "for the best" that you so abruptly ended things, but who the heck am I to say?

I hope you too find what you are looking for, and we will be here for Tracy.

I don't know why but I suddenly find myself remembering when you posted the Nine Inch Nail lyrics...Hurt...I think of the Johnny Cash version and it gives me the same feeling as when I read your thread...that's the same feeling I got when Matt and I broke up....

*shudders*

My heart goes out to you both. I'm so sorry to hear that you've broken up. :(

Yes, it makes me sad to hear that things have taken a turn for the worse.

Maybe tomorrow things will be looking better. I know that some times we make some decisions when we are upset that, upon looking back later, we wish we would have thought about a bit more.

Either way, I certainly do wish you lots of luck in the future Lewis. Take care....

Originally posted by First Love
Location: In heaven listening to the dream of my heart my goddess my angel my love my soul mate Tracy :)


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:( How sad Lewis. I read your location and I wonder how it is "for the best" that you so abruptly ended things, but who the heck am I to say?

I hope you too find what you are looking for, and we will be here for Tracy.

I don't know why but I suddenly find myself remembering when you posted the Nine Inch Nail lyrics...Hurt...I think of the Johnny Cash version and it gives me the same feeling as when I read your thread...that's the same feeling I got when Matt and I broke up....

*shudders*


Well...problems were coming up that i guess we just couldnt work thru together...we both were dealing with some demons...and i guess they finally got the best of us...i guess sometimes you need to know when to just let go...i have no hard feelings towards her for this...i want her happy even if it isnt with me...she is the best woman i have ever known..and will be a long time before i ever get over this...but hey time heals all wounds...or atleast thats what they say( i hope...lol) she is a wonderful girl...caring kind sweet funny smart....she knows i hold no ill feelings..and i know she does the same...part of me will always love her...but she feels as tho this is the right thing to do so i let go...its hard very hard to let someone you love go...like part of you died when it happens...like a part is missing and cant//wont be filled...tho im still very young so i guess this is life...full of pain...but who knows maybe one day i'll find someone who can measure up to her? i dont know...i hope tho...she is a great person as i said before...and trust me we both tried....tried to make it work tried to move pass our demons...but sometimes just because you love someone deeply doesnt mean things will work out...and im not saying if you have problems with someone just give up...but there is a point that you need to just...let it go...and she reached that point...i respect that...i respect her...i hope all her dreams come true...i hope she meets a man that can give her everything she wants//needs in life...that can love her more then anything else on this planet...i wished i could turn back the hands of time..change some of my actions..cause i was an a** sometimes...and i guess that really didnt show how i truly felt...i tried everything said everything i could...but she just couldnt find enough strenth deep down to give it an other shot..and again i am not saying this is her fault... i know i wasnt a saint i know i wasnt the easiest to get along with at times...just hard to swallow almost feels as tho this is a nightmare i'll wake up tomorrow hear her voice and just thank god it didnt happen...but i need to face facts man up and accept it...just feels like i lost the one shot i had at happiness and that im going to look back on this and hate my self...little things like "what if i said this" "what if i did that" will pop up...and just open those wounds up all over again...she was//is the girl i dreamed of..everything she was/is is what i wanted....and i hate my self for not showing that to her not proving that to her enough...i know we both did things both said things...both over reacted at times...but still...i loved/love her with everything i had to give every bit of me...every last piece of my heart...nothing i can say or do will bring us together...and that kills me even more..knowing i cant do anything...knowing its done forever...knowing i lost the person i dreamed of spending the rest of my life with....feels like im dying inside...and i just want the pain to be gone...but that wont happen anytime soon...i just dont think i could ever find someone like her again...

Lewis~

Nessa is right... it takes time... and although we would like to skip through all that time that it takes and not feel the pain, it's the pain that makes us stronger and helps us to become something better than we are today as long as we don't become bitter.

Good luck Lewis, I wish you the best!

I'm sorry for both of you, too. Break ups suck and I'm thinkin' of ya. :(

These other ladies have offered up some great words of wisdom and I ditto their sentiments.

((((HUGS))))
~phosphorescent

Lewis... I am so sorry you are hurting. The only way out of the pain is through it, unfortunately. Take care of yourself. It will get better.... I promise. :(

Wise words from everyone sofar...nothing particularly enlightening that I can add other than to tell you to take it all to heart; a lot of us here are "been there; done that...got the shirt and the hat to prove it" familiar with what you are feeling right now. You will get through this, and (hopefully) when you do you'll be carrying mostly the good memories of what you and Tracy shared, and also some useful knowledge and understanding to help you the next time you fall in love.

Three "absolutes" about this kind of knowledge and understanding"....

1. It's expensive

2. It's worth every penny

3. There's really only one coin you can pay for it in...experience.

I have nothing more to offer than what has already been said, but did want to say sorry that this happened to the both of you, and that I hope someday the two of you find the happiness you deserve.

Raveness

and just as i thought i was about done crying, i saw this thread. you two seemed so great together. i'm really sorry for you both:(

me and her spoke about all this stuff went over everything and me and her came to an understanding...which is we will remain friends...which is good cause i wanted to atleast keep her in my life..and a friendship is a great thing to have can never have more then enough friends :D and with a friendship you still care for the other still want good things for them still keep in touch still want the best things for them...just wasnt meant to be you know? but its cool now...need to learn to accept things...which i finally did lol...had past couple of days to think put stuff in order...which is cool...i wish her all the best as i know she does me :D so now its a friendship...and as i said thats better then nothing i will always hold love for her in my heart as i know she will for me..but it just isnt meant to be is all... i will learn to deal with that better over time and find someone i can spend the rest of my life together with...but she is a great girl and someone i would love to keep as a friend :)

ty sir :)

np! :p

Things always happen for a reason and I'm sure things will work out in the future. Good luck.

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I am so sorry. You were a great couple. This is a bad time for a breakup. I hope that you both do well.

Originally posted by Empress Wu Hu
Lewis - I am very sorry for your break-up, especially if it isn't what you wanted. It seemed as if you and Tracy were very smitten with each other as far as I could tell from the little I read.

I don't know whether it's your being unavailable to see her as you want, or what. But this is a bad time of year for it to happen if you care about this time of year, and dreamt of being with the one you love.

Has Tracy commented on the open boards about it?

I'm sorry Lewis -- you seemed like a decent guy, a I'm going-in-the-Army-will-die for-my-country-sort of-guy. I think there's something very sexy about a man who is willing to risk his life for unseen/unknown people.

I wish you both the best. I am sure you will be fine.

umm, you just join today? and you have all this insight? and while there are MANY things sexy about Lewis, it is more than tacky for you to say that and all this other stuff about him and me. this is your FIRST day, remember? you don't know us.
i do believe someone may have hit on something earlier. i smell a rat. and i don't like rats.

i want the best for her as i told her before and it matters not if she has said anything about this on a open board ME AND HER...have spoken about it and ME AND HER... have reached an understanding....i got a friendship with someone i hold very dear to my heart and im very greatful for this...so if it was on open boards or not...matters not because i got what i needed from her....and she knows i hold a great deal of love for her as i know she does me...but a friendship is better then nothing so im happy with that :)

and THE best for you darlin'.
anything less than THE best need not apply.

lol Tracy....Thank you :)

Well said, Trace. ;)