louismchugh
03-08-2005, 09:09 PM
So I see they changed this site around a little bit. Oh I don't feel well at all tonight. I spent last night with my ow. Just so you know as mentioned in my earlier posts she is 37 and I am 22. I didn't even know we were going out, but supposidly last night after spending time with her, which was news to me, she said yes she thought we were still going out. We made romance last night I won't go into details because it's personal, but last night was really great. For all you who told me to keep trying thank you. She is talking to me again and everything is going okay. I was sort of mean to her when I told her though, that if she did something like that again to me that I would just not talk to her again and there was no 3rd chances. What she did is completely stop talking to me and avoid me for two straight days and I had no idea what happened to her. As far as I knew she could have fell off the edge of the earth. She admitted it and I know what she did to me was wrong, it hurt my feelings bad. I forgive her for it though, it's not a big deal anymore. She was listening to what other people were saying instead of her own heart and her own mind. Myself, I think individualistically, but I do take the opinions of others, but I always make decisions on my own. I keep my mind free of others and seperate of the collective and society as a whole. If you don't understand that maybe one day you will, or maybe not, but try. Thank you for all the advice on here. My girlfriend who is my ow, wants to get on here and see this site, but she doesn't know how to use the computer to well and she wants me to show her. Well everything is going okay. Later.