girliegirl
10-11-2005, 11:48 AM
I went out of town with my OM this weekend and we had such a great time. We did absolutely nothing together and loved every minute of it. We stayed in bed late, shopped, and just drove around...loved it.
However, on our way home he tells me that he might have to go out of the state for a few months. He is a union worker and he has been layed off for the last couple of months. He says there is work in a couple of other states if he wants to take a tent or camper and go. I know he needs to work to pay his bills and support his children. But, I can't bear the thought of him being gone this long. It makes me cry just writing this. I am affraid of him feeling differently for me when he gets back, or not coming back at all. He has always said that he wanted to move back and retire in his home state someday, and that is one of the states that has work.
I am just so sad about this :( . I want to be with him all the time and it is so hard to think about not seeing him for so long and maybe never again.
However, on our way home he tells me that he might have to go out of the state for a few months. He is a union worker and he has been layed off for the last couple of months. He says there is work in a couple of other states if he wants to take a tent or camper and go. I know he needs to work to pay his bills and support his children. But, I can't bear the thought of him being gone this long. It makes me cry just writing this. I am affraid of him feeling differently for me when he gets back, or not coming back at all. He has always said that he wanted to move back and retire in his home state someday, and that is one of the states that has work.
I am just so sad about this :( . I want to be with him all the time and it is so hard to think about not seeing him for so long and maybe never again.