Jeff
03-17-2006, 11:51 PM
(I would be strong, for there is much to suffer)
It made me sad to read the thread concerning the ladies here who have been burned and stood up by the lurkers and the peepers or whatever these freaks call themselves. If I had the power to do so I'd make amends to all of you, but all I can do is offer them on behalf of all the guys whose integrity is still intact...
(I would be pure, for there are those who care)
Concerning sincerity and speaking strictly for myself, I've found that it's not going to just find you - we have to seek it for ourselves. But it takes time and effort and I've seen glimpses of it over my life. Maybe we'll all find it when we learn to trust again, but I suppose trust is a lot like faith...sometimes it just flies blind.
(I would be true, for there are those who trust me)
All of my life it's been on ongoing emotional roller coaster learning to deal with fear and there is fear in the idea of two people sharing a commitment but...we can't give up yet because we're almost there. I'm tired of living only inside of my own heart when I know that love is a single soul meant to dwell within the hearts of two. But ya wanna know what........?
...I may talk real big about the things that I think I've figured out, but come the end of the day I'm just lost - the daily struggle to just keep things like courage and integrity and dignity simply in sight is ongoing and up-hill, because is it possible to actually own those attributes? Will they survive side by side with our shortcomings and faults?
When I see what's happening in the world now days, it's almost as if love has died somewhere along the line, leaving the rest of us behind to cherish and protect it's bitter-sweet legacy. But I know that it's very much alive in all of our hearts.....
(I would be brave, for there is much to dare)
"Anabelle, Anabelle are you free?"
"Will you wrap me in your legacy?"
"In a blanket with your sweet perfume"
"I am always thinking thoughts of you"
Anabelle, Anabelle, where did you go?
Anabelle, where did you go?
It made me sad to read the thread concerning the ladies here who have been burned and stood up by the lurkers and the peepers or whatever these freaks call themselves. If I had the power to do so I'd make amends to all of you, but all I can do is offer them on behalf of all the guys whose integrity is still intact...
(I would be pure, for there are those who care)
Concerning sincerity and speaking strictly for myself, I've found that it's not going to just find you - we have to seek it for ourselves. But it takes time and effort and I've seen glimpses of it over my life. Maybe we'll all find it when we learn to trust again, but I suppose trust is a lot like faith...sometimes it just flies blind.
(I would be true, for there are those who trust me)
All of my life it's been on ongoing emotional roller coaster learning to deal with fear and there is fear in the idea of two people sharing a commitment but...we can't give up yet because we're almost there. I'm tired of living only inside of my own heart when I know that love is a single soul meant to dwell within the hearts of two. But ya wanna know what........?
...I may talk real big about the things that I think I've figured out, but come the end of the day I'm just lost - the daily struggle to just keep things like courage and integrity and dignity simply in sight is ongoing and up-hill, because is it possible to actually own those attributes? Will they survive side by side with our shortcomings and faults?
When I see what's happening in the world now days, it's almost as if love has died somewhere along the line, leaving the rest of us behind to cherish and protect it's bitter-sweet legacy. But I know that it's very much alive in all of our hearts.....
(I would be brave, for there is much to dare)
"Anabelle, Anabelle are you free?"
"Will you wrap me in your legacy?"
"In a blanket with your sweet perfume"
"I am always thinking thoughts of you"
Anabelle, Anabelle, where did you go?
Anabelle, where did you go?