unsure1
03-18-2006, 01:17 PM
Hi everyone. I haven't been on here for a while. If you don't remember me, I was the one with the "love or infatuation" post a few months ago. This may take you to it so you know where I am coming from.
http://www.agelesslove.com/boards/showthread.php?t=23467
For the past couple months my OM and I have been mainly just good friends. We talk on the phone still almost everyday. Sometimes for a while, sometimes brief. We currently have the same job position, so we vent to each other (also laugh)about things because we know where the other one is coming from. We go a few times a week still to have coffee together and talk. Sometimes dinner. We have not slept together though in 2 months....until last night.
It seems recently he has been "letting me in" closer in some ways. That really makes me happy, but in a way, it scares me. Scared I'm going to be hurt.
Plus, I keep thinking, "He may not be good for you. He is very old compared to you. When you become his age (55) He will be 82. That is not good." Yet I can not change how I feel about him. He makes me happy. He means the world to me.
I'd say overall the relationship is going well. I had to "back off" some because I was kind of pushing to much and somewhat pushing him away. Now, things are much smoother. I'm still not sure where all of this is going to lead, but at least I am enjoying him now. Right?
http://www.agelesslove.com/boards/showthread.php?t=23467
For the past couple months my OM and I have been mainly just good friends. We talk on the phone still almost everyday. Sometimes for a while, sometimes brief. We currently have the same job position, so we vent to each other (also laugh)about things because we know where the other one is coming from. We go a few times a week still to have coffee together and talk. Sometimes dinner. We have not slept together though in 2 months....until last night.
It seems recently he has been "letting me in" closer in some ways. That really makes me happy, but in a way, it scares me. Scared I'm going to be hurt.
Plus, I keep thinking, "He may not be good for you. He is very old compared to you. When you become his age (55) He will be 82. That is not good." Yet I can not change how I feel about him. He makes me happy. He means the world to me.
I'd say overall the relationship is going well. I had to "back off" some because I was kind of pushing to much and somewhat pushing him away. Now, things are much smoother. I'm still not sure where all of this is going to lead, but at least I am enjoying him now. Right?