Is She Interested In Me>?

i met this girl through msn about six months now. She is abt 4 months elder to me. i confested i liked her abt 3 weeks after knowing her. The outcome was no. i expected her to say that though. We still chated with each other. we became closer after that. she would share some of her problems with me at times. id flirt with her often. infact she would show signs of interest from my feedback. The turning point of our relationship was valentines day. i wrote her a poem. We became even closer after that. She would initiate conversations more often. finally i met her in person abt 2 weeks back, her broz wedding. She blushed when i said HI. That is good sign. We didnt get the chance to talk to each other though, as she was busy with other guests. But i did notice her peepin towards me. Since it is an indian wedding, a guy talkin to a girl wud be considered as taboo. After that meeting, we continued chatting.. and she asked me out for a movie! ( b4 that i asked her out abt 3 times, it didnt work out) But due to another wedding coming our way, it didnt work out. Last week, i decided to propose to her as my gurl through msn. She was shocked! I told her of how i felt for her n etc.. she told me that she can only be someones girlfriend if shes certain to marry that person. i didnt bugg.. i told her i love her. Hearing this, she asked me to give a call the next day and tell her everything wut i told on msn. I called her the next day. Instead of telling her of my feelings, i asked her wht she thought abt it. She answered me that she thought i was just playin fool all the way.. She knows i liked her, but never thought id have such feelings towards her.. then we talked a while on the phone. Things went smooth. As ive said enough, i decided to ignore her the next day on msn.. wanted to see how she would react. She did make her move. We chatted like normal, n i asked her if she wouldnt mind talkin to me despite im having such feelings towards her. She wouldnt mind of it. But she made it clear that she will only be sumwans gf if shes gonna marry that person. I told her that i
want to date her, n things go well.. ill propose for marriage. id often tell her that i love her.. she would blush.. We'll be goin out on a date soon..

now can someone help me? wut does this gurl think of me?? why did she reject me?? am i just a fren?? or does she see me more than a fren? Wut shud we talk abt during our first date? n yea.. is she the attention seekin type of girl? thnx..