brackson
03-27-2006, 12:23 AM
It's my first night all by myself (without my daughter) since I got back from an out of town business trip. When I got back I found out my friend had passed away from an anurism. She was only 27. Now, I finally have had this day that was totally open for me to take some time out. I haven't called anyone all day. I don't want to. So many thoughts are racing through my mind, and most of them are so anxious.... I suppose because her death was so unexpected. I feel like I need to do everything NOW...which inevitably has made the opposite happen and I have done nothing all day, except walk my dog to the chocolate store.
Now.... I can't get to sleep. Every time I try...I cry. I'll miss her.
Guess I just need to say that. Thanks for listening...
Now.... I can't get to sleep. Every time I try...I cry. I'll miss her.
Guess I just need to say that. Thanks for listening...

