chrisy
08-09-2006, 03:39 PM
Hi,
I am a new addition to this board; however, I have visited many times before. A little about myself. I am divorced, 46 years old (look younger) and have always been attracted to and desired men in my age bracket or older - never younger. Well, that was all blown apart last year when I was inexplicably drawn to this much younger man. I really tried running away from it and fighting the attraction but it prevailed. What was different about this attraction was my inability to control it. Prior to this event, I had always been able to control the degree of attraction I felt for someone - and I have always believed that though one cannot control the initial attraction that one feels for someone, the subsequent extent of the attraction could be controlled - at least this has always been my experience until last year with this YM. Please note that I did not get "involved" with this YM because he works for one of my clients.
Since this event, my view of romance and a possible mate have changed 180 degrees. I am now open to this sort of experience and, hence my joining this board. I am not looking for a YM here since I do meet quite a number of attractive, professional YM in my business. I am just here to learn more about this type of relationship, the challenges, benefits, etc.
Wonderful board!
Chrisy
I am a new addition to this board; however, I have visited many times before. A little about myself. I am divorced, 46 years old (look younger) and have always been attracted to and desired men in my age bracket or older - never younger. Well, that was all blown apart last year when I was inexplicably drawn to this much younger man. I really tried running away from it and fighting the attraction but it prevailed. What was different about this attraction was my inability to control it. Prior to this event, I had always been able to control the degree of attraction I felt for someone - and I have always believed that though one cannot control the initial attraction that one feels for someone, the subsequent extent of the attraction could be controlled - at least this has always been my experience until last year with this YM. Please note that I did not get "involved" with this YM because he works for one of my clients.
Since this event, my view of romance and a possible mate have changed 180 degrees. I am now open to this sort of experience and, hence my joining this board. I am not looking for a YM here since I do meet quite a number of attractive, professional YM in my business. I am just here to learn more about this type of relationship, the challenges, benefits, etc.
Wonderful board!
Chrisy