Fyre and Ice
02-05-2007, 11:48 AM
I've been a lurker for quite a bit now.. so I finally got around to registering... Celtic's posts are awesome and you can't respond if you aren't registered.:cool:
BACKGROUND:
32 yr old female, two kids- 13 almost 14 girl, 12 almost 13 boy, and coming out a long term relationship of 16 years.. yea, that's right.. married at 16..:o We've just recently seperated.. a long time in coming... and yes, it hurts like hell.. when you love someone and know, it will never be right.. or work... long story there for another time
What Brought me to Ageless..
I've always been attracted to older men.. generally 5 or more years older... and I find myself with quite a mental connection with a man, whom I find out is just about to turn 19..:eek: no, I'm not rushing into anything.. he isn't either.. we've known each other a while- met thru World of Warcraft.. and we've worked together in game for many months etc.. I was shocked at his age when I found out..not that he hid his age.. he doesn't sound 18... and he sure doesn't carry on a conversation like he is 18. This mental attraction/feelings/connection .. w/e you want to call it.. has been doing nothing but growing stronger daily...the age difference scares the hell out of me.. we have plans to meet- nothing soon.. not until June.. what I can tell you.. I haven't smiled so much in many years as I have the past month...and we are neither one rushing into this.. and he knows everything..so, I find myself lurking and trolling ageless... and seeing so many things I can relate to..
Ok, there's my current state in a nutshell..
BACKGROUND:
32 yr old female, two kids- 13 almost 14 girl, 12 almost 13 boy, and coming out a long term relationship of 16 years.. yea, that's right.. married at 16..:o We've just recently seperated.. a long time in coming... and yes, it hurts like hell.. when you love someone and know, it will never be right.. or work... long story there for another time
What Brought me to Ageless..
I've always been attracted to older men.. generally 5 or more years older... and I find myself with quite a mental connection with a man, whom I find out is just about to turn 19..:eek: no, I'm not rushing into anything.. he isn't either.. we've known each other a while- met thru World of Warcraft.. and we've worked together in game for many months etc.. I was shocked at his age when I found out..not that he hid his age.. he doesn't sound 18... and he sure doesn't carry on a conversation like he is 18. This mental attraction/feelings/connection .. w/e you want to call it.. has been doing nothing but growing stronger daily...the age difference scares the hell out of me.. we have plans to meet- nothing soon.. not until June.. what I can tell you.. I haven't smiled so much in many years as I have the past month...and we are neither one rushing into this.. and he knows everything..so, I find myself lurking and trolling ageless... and seeing so many things I can relate to..
Ok, there's my current state in a nutshell..