My first close encounter of the third kind!

After all this time, total frustration, questioning my sanity re:
my feelings for this YM. We ran into each other last night.
We talked about it all and came to the conclusion that we
dont know what it can ever be..... but boy is it there.

It felt so wonderful. What was I so affraid of?
I was very nervous about touching him and when I did, I could see how he felt immediately, in his eyes! He melted! (and that was even when I only ran my fingers through the back of his hair!) I stopped to tell him that for as insecure as he must feel,
I feel the same way. He told me not to stop. OH GOD! I feel like a little girl who held hands with a guy for the first time! Do you remember that feeling? We are taking things very slow and honestly.... it has been so magical so far...I can handle that!

http://users.telenet.be/eforum/emoticons4u/love/637.gif

This is a beautiful beginning...I understand this feeling, it's a magical thing. If you don't mind sharing, could you tell us again your story? Age-gap, how long it took for you to this moment...some of us are just too curious...;)

Anyway, ain't love great? http://users.telenet.be/eforum/emoticons4u/love/409.gif

Actually I got turned on by your description. Especially the fingers through the hair thing. Maybe you should document all this and be a writer :) soft porn or romance. I have some questions but I don't want to ruin this thread so maybe I'll post my own.

It has been four years..... at first I thought it was a sequel to
American Pie! My head was LOL at him when he told me of his fantasy for an older woman...that is actually how it came out at
18 (or a little before ;) I thought ok... yeah right... dream on bucko! But after years of getting to know each other through talking and writing while at school ... it's unbelievable. He is probably secretively the most romantic guy I have ever met in a very quiet unpretencious way! My friends found it extremely hard to believe that I felt what he did....almost as he was feeling it.
I swear this has never happened to me before and I must admit,
I became very insecure about all this too, thinking am I some kind of mid life crisis mess? I never would have thought about anything ever like this, it just happened. He is 22 and I am 47
and honestly, age is not the problem as he acts older and I am (if I can be so bold as to say...pretty cool for my age..ahh haa) but he is a friend of my son and that is the hard part. My son is a wonderful person with many friends who respect him. He is torn by his friendship with my son and his feelings for me. My son knows I have feelings for him, and that they are strong, but
he doesnt know exactly how strong. We have agreed that t would be best to keep this between us and here I am telling you all!!! Well... last night I was so happily stunned... I HAD TO TELL SOMEONE.....