EMCAD80
10-16-2003, 05:10 PM
I just want everyone to know that I am doing better. That I see that this break - up was good for me. I have my days - just like anyone else - and I cry...but it's not for a long time any more. I cry for a few minutes and I go about my day.
I'm reading the book that Bella suggested: SECOND WIVES. Even though I was never in that category I can easily see why D acts the way he does with me.
I've also come to grips that even though my soul is older and I am more mature in comparison to others my age, I am still only 23 (in a month and eleven days) and I have so much lying ahead of me (knock on wood.) I can see why a 40 year old man would want to press on with his life and not go backwards.
I'm still very attracted to older men, but that's not necessarily who'll I'll end up with. Again, the members of this site have pulled together and created a stable ground for me.
I thank everyone who has followed my "day time soap opera" and gave insight, advice, love and friendship. I only hope that others get what I get out of this site.
Thanks Again!
Doin' Better ~
EM
I'm reading the book that Bella suggested: SECOND WIVES. Even though I was never in that category I can easily see why D acts the way he does with me.
I've also come to grips that even though my soul is older and I am more mature in comparison to others my age, I am still only 23 (in a month and eleven days) and I have so much lying ahead of me (knock on wood.) I can see why a 40 year old man would want to press on with his life and not go backwards.
I'm still very attracted to older men, but that's not necessarily who'll I'll end up with. Again, the members of this site have pulled together and created a stable ground for me.
I thank everyone who has followed my "day time soap opera" and gave insight, advice, love and friendship. I only hope that others get what I get out of this site.
Thanks Again!
Doin' Better ~
EM

