swan i suck-?????

hey swan i was hit by a computer virus that wiped out my whole system- ia neglegent in informing you you that ia now on on .msn'
ask her as she knows my handel.
i am here for you-
chris.

chris you don't suck LOL,

I haven't yahoo'd or msn'd with anyone in a long time. I am in my hermit mode. Crawling into my dark cave. I haven't even talked to my sis Yvette.

I'll come back out when I'm stronger.

Swan, if you read a few of my last posts you will see I was about to do the same thing but was talked out of it by some great people here so we both I think need to remember that there is live out there, although sometimes that is hard to remember.

Two weeks, one day, 2 hours, 55 minutes and 57 seconds. 756 cigarettes not smoked, saving $105.85. Life saved: 2 days, 15 hours, 0 minutes.

oh no, I'm not leaving ageless.... just not IMing. I don't email much either. I hate it when I am feeling down and all I have to say is negative things so usually I just stay to myself. You can see by my past few posts that things are not going well for me lately and I have posted about it but I'm not going to make my friends hear it over and over again.

BTW I quit smoking too, though I didn't smoke very much. I started last April when I got divorced. Congratulations to you Ab.

Very cool, Swan. If it cheers you up at all, go to silkquit.org and download the meter that they have there and you can see how much you have saved from not smoking.
When I am down I do withdrawal and get into my hermit mode, but that is not generally good for me or anyone else for that matter. It is ironic that another site where I would go which is known to some here - Pixie's site - apparently crashed and all the data lost so I guess for now this is the only forum I go to and that is a bridge that has been burned behind me I think. But then I have been down so many times that it usually feels normal for me anyhow *grin*
As Japanese philosopher once said, and this isn't perhaps an exact quote since I can't find it again,
My best friend died before I was born, and my true love will come along after I am gone.
To me though, that is not depressing as some think it but calming in that it is a man accepting the conditions in which he finds himself.